Why oh why?

(couldn't think of a more creative title than this... my brain has been fried by the intense summer heat)

**Why is my appetite insatiable these days?! Had dinner with the family at Guilly's
(the new Gilligan's I think) and dessert was on me, at Cafe Breton. Whoa. Calories packing up and I woke up too late for the 9am hiphop class today! (See I didn't mention his name na hahaha. Too much airtime for him already.) I think I need to be at the gym after class tomorrow.

**Why has it been 36 degrees for the longest time?! Sometimes I feel my chest constricting coupled with my parched throat due to dehydration. This is bad. But then again, it's 34 days til our Boracay rendezvous and I'm crossing my fingers that we'll only get rays of sunshine during those three days.

**Why am I not feeling too good these days? It may be the reason for all this bingeing. Sigh. I'm hoping it's just the time of the month. Wala lang, I think I've established pretty strong friendships through the years, but then again, I find myself alone on days when I need someone to be there. Just anyone who'll talk to me, listen to me. Doesn't necessarily mean to listen to all my rants or whatever. Heck, he/she can even dominate the conversation for all I care! I just need a presence. Maybe a ghost will do?

All of a sudden, my friends are all busy with someone or something else. And that's when being single becomes as irritating as glaring headlights in your face. I once thought that having a group you regularly meet with is a little bit too constricting, but then again, you'll be sure to have someone stand by you whenever, wherever. Sigh. That's what I don't have. And it makes for a pretty miserable life.

I think it's just the heat that's talking. See? I can't go on. My thoughts are fried again.